… and then i refuse to close’em
I am such a f*ckin indecisive gemini bitch
They say, you got to first close a door to see new ones open. But what i’m doing is going around and opening them all f*ckin up, and just running around being maniacal and obsessive.
I try to tell myself — “GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF WOMAN!”, and just take a chance and stick to one.
But it feels like the most difficult thing right now, as it only took me more than a year to be sure of one decision, and finally I’ve managed to close one door behind me (which too immense effort and excruciating amount of a painfully dragged out timeframe).
Now, my next challenge is to have the courage to just walk through one door and see where the path may lead me. Wish me luck!